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for those of you who care i have a new lj... im probably gonna get rid of this one soon so if you want to add the new name its Xdead_y_dawnX so whatever....today was awesome.. im glad i started hanging out with my friends again instead of chicks... i forgot how much cooler dudes are than chicks... we jsut hung out and played pool and then had one of the biggest cook outs of the year....we went through 50 something burgers.. a pack of hott dogs. and a bunch of chips and cokes... it was aweosme we had contra practicing in the background and kids spitting on each other and jsut good old guy fun... this is what summer is all about... close friends and good times.....

today started off lame... i woke up and called emily to see if she wanted to hangout.. we went to shoe carnival to exchange her shoes.. then we went to barns n nobles... i looked at tattoo magazines as usual.. and saw some cool ideas for tattoo.. then we went to a park and chilled untill her friend called... she took me home to hang out with her friend.. jenn called me and we talked for a bit... then went to coles and hung out watched the video from outbreak.. it was good times.. then we jsut fucked around.. when i left there i went to rays house and ate some pizza and listened to some tunes... left there and came home and now im doing this shit... so tonight ended up cool... its funny how things can start off shitty and end good.. oh and i cant wait till fri.. cuz the another way kids are coming to the ville and its gonna be good times...

Well im not gonna post about the stuff taht happend last night cuz everyone knows and im tired of telling people.. but tonight was a good night... i almost didnt go to the show cuz my grand pa is in the hospitol, but i desided to go to the show.. and im glad i did.. the bands were great.... and i had fun walking around the block and having some scary guy start walking towards us carring something ..we didnt know waht it was but we didnt wait to look around... yep thats about it..... it was fun seeing some of my out of town friends... they are cool... it sucks i cant to out of town tomorrow for the show.. but im going to l-ville on mon... well see what happends... but yeah tahts all the fun stuff that i want to tell you ...

yeah... after the last post i went to hang out with somepeople for a lil bit... it was good times.... and then i came home and talked to people on the internet.. brad and hardcore dan came over again.. we chilled for about 15 mins.. then i talked to some more people... then i went and played basketball again with james and alyssa.... then we went to ryan manns house and watched some parts of horror movies.... now im at home chillin doing my myspace/livejournal stuff... i downloaded aim so i can have a new name.. and they have an invisible button and nobody can see me i love it.... its so sneaky.....

well today started off kinda shitty... some people know why... but im cool with it now... went to the mall and got some new cds... i like them but people were giving me shit for them but hey fuck them... then i went to mancinos and got a big salad.. it was pretty fucking good salad..... then we went and played basketball for a while... now im home getting ready for tonight ... im not sure what im doing someone asked if i wanted to come ouver but im not sure... i probably will cuz what else is there to do... but ill post again when i get home tonight and tell all you kids what i did tonight....

well the show was good... got some stress out... and apparently i lost.... but i shouldnt have got my hopes... but at least i can go to a show and get rid of shit that i build up ... so fri is gonna be sick cuz im deffantly gonna have a lto of shit to get off my chest.. and i realized last night that i dont like love is red.... they just dont do it for me;... oh well.. god im a jackass.. and i let myself fall for her....... I LOSE!!!!!!!!

yesterday fucking sucked... i stayed up all day making megs thing.. and then i went to bed around 1 and sarah called at 3 and was like im out side our house lets go... so i got up and went with her. we get to coles and she lays on the couch and tries to go to sleep....so not only am i tired as balls.. but everyone around me is going to sleep.. so i call megan and see if she wants to come over on her way home.. she did... we exchanged things... she gave me a cooler note.. but oh well....i ditched the cheezyness and got serious on mine so im sure that i lost...... then after she left i went home and went to bed.. its about 5:30 now... i wake up at 10:303 and we have no power...we havent had since 6... so i go out side and talk to megan for a bit.. then james, phill, and zach comeover. its hard to concentrate on meg with guys chassing me around my front yard so i let her go..... they stay around for aobut 45 mins.. then i go in and go back to bed.. lwake up at 3 powere is still off... this sucks.. go back to bed ... wake up at 5 an power is on... finaly.. now i have to update this and my myspace and then i can start drawing.. i havent beeen doing as much of that as i should.. i need to get a job so i can buy a tattoo machine.. (unless anyone wants to buy me one for being such an awesome friend)... i cant wait for the show tonight... ive been waiting for a show for sooo long now.. and some people know why...
today starts the 6 days of shows.. god im gonn go broke.. but its gonna be worth it.....

last night was funn... got woke up at 11.30 by heather cuz i had to talk to her about some stuff... she helped me win... after that i went back to bed and slept till 5.. then brad came over and we went to castles graduation.. it was boring up untill our friends started getting called.. then we started yelling like jackass' but its ok cuz taht what we are... then we went to coles for a while and fucked with phills shit... he started crying cuz thats what emo kids do.. then i went to k.c. jones place and hung out forever.. i got homeareound 5;30 this morning and thought i would be sweet and call someone and wake them up but didnt realize they dont wake up that early and now i feel liike a douche.. but oh well.. shell love me after today... why you ask.. well let me tell you.... IM FUCKING AWESOME... AND THE MASTER OF THE CHEEZYNESS ARTFORM.... now all i have to do is hire the clowns and get the balloons and her heart will be mine......

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today was a good sunday...it started off going to the mall...then we decided we should eat some pizza.. while i was waiting for our pizza i called emily to see if she wanted to meet us at weslemans park.. but she was studing.. so we went and ate then james said he wanted to go to a park... i sugested the park by the river...then i remembered that megan lived by ther so i called her and asked if she wanted to go... we picked her up and went... while we were there i gave her the bestest chezzyest note anyone has giving her..(but now she has some big crazy plan for the respose to the note... i have to wait till wed to get it...but i dont know if im gonna want it) .. then i walked her home... after taht i went and played basketball... then came home... chilled for aobut 4 hours... then jessica asked if i wanted to go take pics at the cemetary we went out ther areount 4 30...it was fun and i got some cool pics of old ass head stones.. if anyone can tell me how to put pics on here ill show you some.. but untill then youll never know..

so yeah last night i went to the movies and saw dawn of the dead.. it was awesome. deffantly alot better thatn the first time i saw it. james and i were being our typical asshole selves... it was great.. we got blue slushies and that made the movie even better....
then after that we went and met emily at mcdonalds.. we chilled in the parking lot for about an hour... then we moved to walmart parking lot and was there for aobut a half hour.. shes a rad chick.. i deffantly want to hangout with he more she seems like she would be fun to cause shit with .... but anyway.. next week is the week long hardcore festival in evansville.. i cant fucking wait... its ben so long... i cant wait for it to start storming soon...i wanna go play in the rain so if anyone wants to play in the rain they should give me a call...

yeah being sick sucks.... i slept all damn day even though i was supposed to go out with catlines sister..that sucks cuz i wanted to chill with her... i bet she hates me now....nevermind shes a hippie so she cant hate anyone.. but yeah i just stayed home for most of the night but i left for an hour and played pool... tomorrow the anotherxway kids come intown..you know its always fun times with those kids... but yeah so much stuff to do this weekend it sucks... i want to hang out with megan and emily. and the axw kids and a bunch of other people.. so much to do so lil time....oh well i cant wait for hardcore week cuz its gonna be awesome.. well once again i hate being sick.. im gonna go look at porn..

so tonight was a decent night... it started out with us playing pool... then we drove around to bw3's to see if the newburgh kids were still there... they were.... we hung out for a sec then went to the glow in the dark place.. glow bitch wasnt working so we drove to pic up ray and alyssa... we went to walmart and to mcdonalds.. i got some chicks screen name... then we were off to the river to shoot bottle rockets..(man i love bottle rockets) .. aswe were on our way to the river front i saw some hott chicks so i thought i would get there screen name.. but come to find out it was kym from pac sun... we takld for a bit then we left for the river front... we saw some kids gettin it on so we shot bottle rockets. to see if they would get pissed... they didnt say anything so we left... then i came home and talked to carol for a while.... i miss that chick and cant wait till she comes and hangs out.. but anyway tomorrow is fishing and buffalo wild wings ....

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man why do sundays suck... i was gonna stay home all day but brad showed up at 8 and wanted to hangout ... so we went to the glow in the dark place and played some pool.... then we drove around doing nothing for a while so we went to go to joey rhews and bens new house... nobody was there... we waited around for a while and ben showed up we sat in the street and shot the shit for like an hour.. then i came home and started talking to people online.. now im gonna go and be bored .... i need a job so i can have money to buy a tattoo machine...

so there i was sitting at home looking at porn when sarah IMed me and wanted me to hangout... so she came over and we went to the mall.. hung out for a whilr.. then went to mancinos... met kids there and hung out till god konws when.. (to damn long though)then we went and played b-ball for a long ass time.. douche bags threw an egg at us so we all went to look for them.... me and james found them once... lost them found them again.. we chased them for a long time they were a bunch of scared frat boys so they already suck but oh well now im at home and gettin ready for bed... today was better than yesterday....

so yesterday i went and got a new computer so now i can actualy keep up with my shit again... after setting it all up i went to the rev to see some people... but a few of them desided to leave with out saying by.. so i went to 1123 for a bit...then back to the rev to get my jacket.. after that we went to coles then denny's but all that was lame.. the fun didnt start untill we went to play pool.. cuz its fun hangint out with james and alysa jane....we always act like fucktards.... but who cares...then we drove around being bored so i desided to take my pants off and sit in my boxers... but that got borig so i just took my boxers off and tried to stick my ass on this kid.. and let me tell you james leather seats felt weird on my bare ass....hope fully tonight isnt lame like the beging of last night....

so today was lame.. sat aroundand talked to people online for a while then went to usi with jess and ate some food.. after that we went to blockbuster to get some movies where i called jenn*"that sexy bitch" to see what was going on.. she came over so i couls help her do some paper for school.. andshe took pics of some of my tattoos for it..it was fun she should deffantly hangout more often.. hah but i doubt she will..now im off to bed..